Healer

This novel was written by Linda Windsor in 2010. I began reading it on Saturday March 7, 2020. I finished it on Saturday May 16, 2020. The novel had 351 pages.

"Nature's magic (protoscience) was the knowledge and properties of the God's wonderful creation, a knowledge practiced by many Christian heroines and accompanied by God. But sometimes it was used for evil, and accompanied by dark magic."

Linda Windsor 

Healer p. 10

This quote illustrates the differences between the magic seen in the cosmos as oppose to what we, humans, create. It is mostly used to achieve the same ends.

"Bear in mind that druid in that time was a word for all professionals--doctors, judges, poets, teachers, and proto-scientists as well as priest. Druid meant "teacher, rabbi, magi, or master," not the dark, hooded stereotype assumed by many today."

Linda Windsor

Healer pp. 10-11

This quote shows the meaning of the word druid through time. It has many attributes which are relevant to todays living.

"While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things that are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal." 2 Corinthians 4:18

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 11

"And he said, Unto you it is given to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God: but to others in parables; that seeing they might not see, and learning they might not understand." Luke 8:10

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 11

"Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: And every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in flesh is of God: And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus  Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is the spirit of the antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come, and even now already is in the world. 1 John 4: 1-3

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 11

"I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abidth in me, the same bringth forth much fault: for without me ye can do nothing. John 15:5

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 11

"The likes of love and hate knew no spam of time or reason."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 26

"Heavenly father, this is more than I could bear. I have seen my husband off to his death, and now must send my child away to an unknown fate. Where are you?"

Joanna

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 26

"Death was the fate of anyone left in a madman's path."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 27

"Witchcraft was but its destructive force, the use of knowledge for the harm of self-glorification, rather than giving the Creator credit for creation's properties."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 31

"In the old person's demented thought, he'd brought justice to those who had betrayed him and stopped an enchantress forever. Sometimes as on this particular day, it pushed him beyond reason, for it was a reminder that their was one thing left undone. The heiress of Gowryns still lived Glenarden at least in his mind."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 37

"Faith is colder than witches milk."

Caden

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 43

"Love is magic."

Calden

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 44

"Time alone, without demand, was to be savored even in this ungodly cold and desolate place. All he had to do was keep the memories at bay."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 46

"Nature did not always reveal it's secrets."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 54

"What swords of the Christian could not conquer, love did."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 56

"Father, he and I are in Your capable hands. If he is my enemy, let me conquer him with your love."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 60

"The pull of Ronin's disappearance blanketed the very air and chocked any semblance of laughter. The eyes of men and women alike blinked away mists of grief as the story circulated the room in hushed tones."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 64

"Caden had yet to see a druid who could control the weather, the tales of the old be dashed. Predict it, yes. He'd seen a pious priest plying  God with prayer for favorable weather and studying the Heavens for His signs. The same signs that had spoken to the farmers and the fishermen since time began. No magic. Just absolute observation."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 66

"If God instructs His people to cleanse added man, surely the living needed for cleansing even more for their battle against the raging disease."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 70

"The voice had as much healing qualities as the hands."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 74

"How tragic to process cherished youth and wish it away for death."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 76

"His body was strong, but as long as the darkness imprisoned the spirit of the child he'd been, the man could not survive."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 76

"Nonetheless images began to drift into his consciousness, like floating leaves in the breeze. One moment she sang to him like a sweet siren, bent on drawing him from the pits of Hades. The next there was the wolf licking his face, as though tasting a perspective meal."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 82

"For I assure you we do not make war without a good cause." 

Caden

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 94

"Caden hadn't seen it until now, but then Merlin Emrys hadn't intended to be seen beforehand. He was known as the master of disguise. Some claimed he actually shifted shape. Such was the difference between the minds of the educated noble class and the common folk, many of whom still on to their pagan gods and superstitions."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 95

"Though I remind you that the loss of any life is no trivial matter, milord."

Merlin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 96

"The pursuit of knowledge in truth is an admirable quest. Our creator is so great that at our best effort, we shall never know all there is to know of His creation."

Merlin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 96

"For Christ himself was no dictator. Though he showed us the only way to the Father, he gave the freedom to choose to follow that way. His is a rule of love."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 98

"Where was this freedom of choice to forgive or not to forgive, which Merlin claimed so boldly to defend."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 99

"You must give those nightmares to God or you will not heal."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 106

"I pray for my enemies daily as Christ encourages his followers to do. I pray for peace between the clans, that I might live a normal life beyond this cave. And I've prayed for you even more, that God, would take away your childhood terror and shame."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 107

"Why give me such a gift, if I must keep it hidden?"

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 122

"Accepting Christ as their Druid, or teacher, they gave up their royal trappings for sackcloths and the humble service of teaching the Word to the common man per his example."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 130

Brenna wanted to marry Rory and start a family.

"Feelings and heart are temporal, and often fickle. How does it measure with the eternal Word?"

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 134

"Life is a gift to precious to wish away." 

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 142

"It's us that makes things complicated."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 143

"Not all dreams come true. Only those you see through the eyes of your soul."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 148

Brenna dragged Rory's food to take away his cravings but wouldn't do it again because she knew he would stay.

"Your Cymi forefathers worshipped creation. They saw the living God in the sea, the trees, thunder...all of nature."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 157

"Our God is so grand and far-reaching that are human minds cannot embrace all there is to know of him."

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Healer p. 157

"Jesus came to show us all, even the most learned of us all, that we can...we must...and it is through Jesus that we can do this. God loves everyone from kings to paupers, from the learned to the feeble--minded. God longs for you and me--priest, chief, warrior, women, and servant to walk and to talk and to commune with him. The God who made all wants to be our armchara. Our soulmate. He wants to be our father who loves each of us, even when we have not been lovable...or good...or just. He is a father who allowed his son to be sacrificed for all our sins."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 158

"Christ chose to be sacrificed--the last and only sacrifice that man would ever need to make--because He loved us and he knew that we never could follow the laws of God perfectly enough to have eternal life."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 159

Martin, Brenna's priest and friend recognized Rory as Ronin.

"Man sees but one step at a time, God sees it all, beyond the darkness."

Merlin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 167

"Sometimes the best council is a quiet one."

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Healer p. 174

"Let us face the future when it comes."

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Healer p. 181

Foal got shot when he went into town with Ronin.

Ronin was trying to get his life back and then bring Brenna as his new wife. Foal was killed by Cadens men because he recognized the ring and thought she bewitched him however she was so angry she dove into the water and swam away.

"Somewhere between This World and the Other World lies a place where the spirits may continue to journey forward or go back."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 201

"A gift for a season lives forever in your mind. As for you and your child, you will be safe for I have plans that you should prosper...and make my people prosper..."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 202

Caden killed Brenna. Ronin couldn't  believe it. Brenna awoke from the dead.

"For nature against itself."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 216

Ronin was fighting his brother about taking Foal's coat down from his room. He didn't want Brenna to awaken from her injuries to find the wolf skin hanging as a trophy. This showed tremendous growth in Ronin's character in how he cared for his wife.

"Love. Pure love. It poured from those words into her ears, filling her, forcing out her dread. Even her pain she realized as she pried open her eyes. At last it was bearable, not waiting with swords and hammers to beat her back into unconsciousness."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 221

Brenna was attending the Passover ceremony and waving to all the people and Dara was giving her their names.

"Listen to you, now, growling on such a day as this, Brenna admonished the dog in a whisper. I hold no grudge for you. Have you a name?"

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 223

"Tortured souls fought death and demons that were said to wait for the unsaved dyings last breath."

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Healer p. 235

"God loves us when we are not so lovable."

Brenna

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Healer p. 236

Brenna saw Tarlach as her mother did, under her disguise.

"A feeling of raw vengeance assailed her, poisoning whatever it touched. But just as her heart would burst from the beating, a pair of hands clamped on her shoulder, drawing her out of the living nightmare and once more into the light."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 240

"And the hatred dissapeared, destroyed by a surge of something stronger yet. Love. The press of her husband's body against hers reminded her of all that was warm and wonderful in the present. And all that would be. It was for that which she reached with her flagging soul."

Linda Windsor

Healer pp. 240-241

"Forgiveness. It was the only balm that would would work. Even as the answer came to her, Brenna sensed that dark spirits, clinging with menacing claws to this broken man-child, were digging in even deeper."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 241

"Father God, You have brought me safe thus far. I count on Your promise never to leave or forsake me...or mine. In the name of our Savior and Druid Teacher, Jesus Christ, amen."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 245

"But this is the child the church has  ordained for the peace of your people. A generation late, but the key nonetheless. They must become one with blood and faith."

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Healer p. 254

"He would never know dream from reality."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 257

"When you expect God to do one thing, He may surprise you by doing something else...usually something better than you wished for in the beginning."

Eagla

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 258

"The future belongs to God not her."

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Healer p. 259

"God does not give His chosen these visions or words on their demand, but in his time and manner. That is what separates prophets of God from those who use their gifts for personal gain. A soothsayer often has an answer  and, oftentimes, it's wrong."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 259

"Brenna is a healer, both of physical and spiritual body. She is trained after the ministry of Jesus and His disciples in Scripture and medicine...although she does not have as much learning as Merlin Emyrs wanted due to having to hide her for so many years. But God gives us all we need, even if it's not all we would have."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 261

"The heavens declare the glory of the God; and the fidrmament shweth his handiqnwork. Day unto day uttereth speech, and night night shewth knowledge. There is no speech nor language, where there voice is not heard."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 262

"God speaks through us though the heavens and stars."

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Healer p. 262

"That is why the Druids knew who Jesus was, of his birth and death, before His disciples brought the news of his sacrifice and resurrection to the British shores. The heavens were like a scroll of all the world ordaining Jesus King of Kings, Messiah, Son of God. It was surer than Merlin Emrys' recital of Arthur's genealogy at his coronation."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 262

"You can trust God always, but you cannot always trust your feelings."

Ealga

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 264

"Now seeing ordinary people. even animals, through his wife's eyes,was seeing beyond the physical to an extraordinary, she made his whole world new,"

 

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"There were some things even the gifted cannot heal."

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"Doing right is never wrong."

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Healer p. 273

Brenna was going horseback riding.

Merlin just appeared at a bat and rescued Brenna and Ronnin from a knife fight.

"For as many wonders of God's creation that meet the eye, they're are even more that do not."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 292

"A knowledge of nature's magic abused by a black soul. Faith I can feel the darkness. Take this from me, father. And from our king."

Gwenhyfar

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 294-295

"It is his path to perpetrator of this deed. This is more than a clan war, Brenna. If we cannot find and stop those who abuse such sacred knowledge of creation for their own gain and glory, the church itself is at risk. We all, Christian and Pagan alike, shall be washed in the same black water regardless of our fruit."

Martin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 295

"We must all act according to our gifts."

Merlin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 303

"We are all called to be God's servants, to do whatever our task as if for Him, and in that she excels within her hospitality."

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Healer p. 303

Tarlach almost died, but since he wanted to see Brenna's son, he went back to the castle.

"Prey. There were some things no amounts of nature's magic could heal. Herbs, stones, hands....they had there limits."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 320

"Druids and priests were exempt from harm, even on the battlefield. At least by law."

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 334

"When the Hebrew warriors returned from battle, they cleansed themselves physically and emotionally by spending a week away from they're loved ones until the battle rage was replaced with God's peace."

Martin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 335

Brenna just saved Cadens soul from demonic forces

"It is your choice to make. Will you submit to God's will, or insist on your own? Will you remember your blessings or your rage? Will you feed the beast within you as you feed Caden's or starve it with gratitude for the miracles that have taken place in the last hours?"

Martin

Linda Windsor

Healer p. 344

ST: DSN: Siege

ST: DSN: Siege started I began reading this on January 2, 2013. It has 272 pages. It is by Peter David.

A changeling was on a murdering rampage aboard DSN. He almost got away on ship, but they traitored his ship in.. He transformed into a suitcase before discovered. Miles was going to perform some magic tricks at Molly's birthday, however she wanted a pony.

Keiko didn't like being on DSN that much, she missed the Enterprise. She was a botanist, not a teacher. There were enough quarters on DS9 to accommodate at least 3 times as many people. Nothing was wrong. Odo surprised Obrien after he was done. Obrien showed Odo the magic trick.

The wormhole was creating to many neutrinos when used thus making it unstable. The Wormhole destroyed a Borg Cube. The wormhole incident really upset Jake. Jake wondered how long DS9 could last against the Borg. Every time the wormhole opened Odo hoped his relatives would come through. A Klingon ship wanted to go through the wormhole Sisko sent the feed of what happened to the Borg cube, so they didn't go through.

They asked for refuge at Deep Space Nine. Mas Marko was the father. Rasa was his son. Aria was his daughter. Del and Lobb were his other sons. The station got another visitor. Glav, a Ferengi, just arrived at DS9.  He just wished to tell Quark about his success from the con Quark pulled on him.

Cisco was talking to a Cardassian, Grotto, in his office, simply because they wanted to maintain present on the station. Bashir came in and talked to Cisco about the boy, who might have Eddington disease, and made sure he knew how to track it and care for it. Marko Edemian rang a bell in the Prominode and that made everyone keep their distance. 

Sisko didn't want any trouble from them. K'olkr what the believed in was the way of acceptance. The kid looked weak. Bashir saved Rosa with his offer to accompany him with his duties. Marko was encouraged by the success of his son. Glav had come to the station to rub Quarks face with his success.

Odo told Cisco the Ferengi wanted to buy the station. Obrien was practicing magic tricks for his daughters birthday. Lobb was murdered in his quarters. Azria blamed herself for her brothers death. The two remaining children had a sickness. According to their religion Bashir was not allowed to treat them. Quark to Glav to ops. Kira was having them removed because they were an annoyance. Sisko made an announcement about the investigation going on.

Miles gave Keiko a phaser for protection. Jake was walking Dena, a  girl from school home. Grotto wanted Quark to be a spy for the Cardassians on DS9. They sent Lobb into space. Meta and Dena were new friends. Dina's mom was being harassed by a Cardassian. The Cardassian raped her. The Cardassian thought he broke her arm.

She was a shapeshifter. She enveloped Gritto, the attacker. But then had mercy. Jake Sisko went by Meta's quarters to check on her, saw blood coming out of the door and called for security. Odo went through the door which was locked in his gelatinous form

They knew it was a shape shifter. Sisko told Dukot about Grottos demise.

Bashir was talking to Azira about her son saying what if their son would remain dead and not go to their god and Marko lifted him almost killing him.

The Cardassians were threatening to blow the station up if they didn't get their way to find the killer. The killer might be an offshoot of Odo's genealogy, and he might not be, Odo didn't know anything of his kind, it wasn't good that the only relative he found was a serial killer.

Kelsi was the stations multi-faceted woman, she was in charge of many things, she was the premier traffic manager. She was the next victim. Sisko made a station wide announcement about the changeling murdering people.

They asked if they should take Odo

He said then the mystery would las longer, since Odo is the Chief of Security. Obrien asked to escort his wife home, Sisko asked if he was that insecure on the Enterprise and he responded no. Every where there is risk. Sisko made him a deal, he would escort Molly, Keiko, as well as Jake back to their quarters. Basher and his nurse made a code word, to make sure of their identity. 

Two security men found something suspicious Odo and Sisko beamed over. They found the murderer, Odo changed into his gelatinous form. The criminal went into the Holosuite unbeknownst with Quark and Gaz. Bashir was looking for Quark. Jake was bored in his quarters and went to search for Nog, who hadn't been to school for days. Odo turned into a rat to go into the crawlspace after the criminal and found Nog. Bashir entered the holosuite just in time to save Quark and Gaz from the criminal.

Odo transformed into a hawk to save Quark and Gaz. The shape shifter was in the form of Meta. He grabbed Jake. Odo changed into a mirror. Sisko shot and it reflected off Odo and hit the criminal changeling. Bashir blackmailed Quark by saying he would tell Kira and Dax about the holosuite program and he wanted the program erased as well. Bashir said he could scan everyone as they beamed down to Bajor, but he only had Starfleet's medical record and the station had so many other species.

Mas Marko was called to Sisko by Nog. Azira lost her son. Quark told her he went up to a Holosuite. Sisko didn't call for Marko. Marko called a warship to pressure Sisco to give up the guilty changeling. Rasa was unable to hold liquids and so he was dying in a holodeck program which was going to happen in a few months.

But the program didn't work as of yet Bashir hadn't got the permission to heal Rasa. When Bashir got back to the infirmary he found his nurse dead. Odo surprisingly wanted to come to Molly's birthday. The changeling was posing as the medical unit when it killed the nurse.

Gul Dukot came calling in. Dax offered to say she commuted the murders. Odo was crossed, he wanted to consider the individual a member of his race to finally find something about himself, but didn't want to be related to the mass murderer. Kira was talking to Odo, than Sisko called, and Odo got an idea.

Azira took her son to Bashir and he was healing him. Sisko and Obrien were very tired of the situation. Sisko had a new thing to deal with, the Cardassians were getting down his throat. Quark sold the bar to Rom, and was getting off the station. Glav was behind the shapeshifter, he brought him to the station.

Glav thought he killed Quark, but it was Odo. The Changeling killed Glav, said he was only killing people for fun. Odo and the other changeling were fighting and transforming. Both went in the walls. The changeling was hit by phaser fire and seeped through the crack under the door.

Odo lost the changeling. Odo and a security team were after him. He was getting away in a runabout. Odo jumped and got to it. Odo was left on the outside of the runabout. The runabout made the Cardassians fire at it. The Eddington were firing at the Cardassians because it was their war. The Cardassians saw that Odo was on the outside of the runabout.

DS9 had a tractor beam on the runabout. It was destroyed in the crossfire. The shapeshifter wasn't killed within the wormhole. He was ripped apart but still conscious. He was in help having to live with what he did forever. Odo was transported back to Deep Space Nine. The changeling had stabilized the wormhole. Marko excommunicated his wife for allowing Bashir to heal their son and divorced her. She was going to live on Bajor. Odo was Molly's horse for her party.

ST: Mind Meld

I started this book on Thursday September 24, 2015. I completed it on January 20, 2016, It had 274 pages. "When you destroy something you never learn its worth." Wislok and his, son Hasmek. Energy is always converted into anther form of energy. Kirk was on a sub, Cataluna. Kirk cought 2 ray like fish. They picked Serek up and were off to Earth. Kirk and Spock beamed down to Starfleet Campus. Rigelians have group marriages. The Enterprise was escorting the Heart Clan. Denker was the most important. Spock mind melded with Teska at her request. Wislok killed Pardok with a scalpal. They beamed down to Rigel. Teska screamed because Denker died in front of her as she went to play on Rigel. Teska went on trail for Denkers murder. She used the Mind Meld as defence. Spock helped her with that. Denkers murder was being investigated. Weapons are discouraged from use on Rigel V. Spock awoke in a coffin and remembered that he was their before but couldn't remember when. The Enterprise was checking out an astroide field. Spock recovered. Chekov and Kirk led in a shuttlecraft. They got the Romulan beacon and destroyed it. The beacon had no explosives just a paper with a ransom demand for Hasmeks life, that they should leave an unmanned shuttlecraft. Spock asked Hemoper why he lied on the witness stand. He said he had to. Spock pointed out Rigel IV could be expelled from the Federation because of its practice of children marrying adults. Serek authorized Kirk to leave a shuttlecraft in the asteroid belt with the computer erased. They were going to use Tribbles to sabotage the shuttlecraft. Kirk found an Orion dome outside Federation space, they were going down for some entertainment. They beamed down to an empty Plaza. They stumbled into a nice old folks home. The crew found Hasmek and Pardwk there. Teska wanted to stay on Rigel so she was hiding from Spock. Teska was on the run and found by a group of Rigelians. Teska commandeered and flew a ship thanks to her mind melds with Spock. Kirk led an unsuccessful hunt for Spock and Teska. yeremiah@aol.com Yeremiah Hardt

ST: TNG Maximum Warp

by Dave Galanter and Greg Brodeur Forever Dark 218 pages

Litre, a Romulan tried relieved Picard of command of Enterprise. He was a Klingon who rejected his beliefs and followed Klingon. Litre helped kill thousands of Klingons as well as others. T'sart was alive simply because he may have the key to save the Universe. Picard managed to fight with the Romulan.

This was only a holodeck program. Spock was controlling the simulation.   Riker, Troi and Data were trapped on a shuttle pod then were intercepted by a Romulan cruiser, which Robin Dax was hidden. Tobin wanted to become a Federation citizen. He was surprised to hear they were from the Enterprise.

Troi and Ruler were selling themselves into Romulan slavery to complete their mission. Medric saved Folan from a fight because he needed her to captain the ship. Medric is Tal'Shiar. He was planning to offer her membership. All she will have to do was destroy the Enterprise.

Kalor was under Crushers care. Lotre was dead but didn't realize it until he was in the turbo lift. Kalor was biologically intertwined with T'sart. Data has his emotion chip in for this mission. Tobin was giving Ruler and Troi pointers on being sold. Tobin took a ship and almost crashed it.

Ruler was bought by Nien. Tobin found Riker again. Nien was helping them find Troi. They found Deanna, she put the person who bought in the closet for getting fresh with her. Riker didn't want Tobin to kill the Romulans who were shooting at them because Nein showed him the good in the Romulan race.

Tobin got him on a Romulan space station where they reunited with Data. They took a ship and got into the dead zone. Romulans found something. Spock is trapped on a planet. The Tal'Shiar shot Spock's ship, then rescued him.

They found a planet which should have been sucked into a blackhole. The ships had waves of spatial distortion around them preventing sensors to work. The Enterprise crew degenerating. They went inside the sphere and their regeneration reversed. An alien computer came onto the Enterprise bridge and it was dimensionally scanning it.

It was scanning the ten dimensions of space-time. Spock believes the sphere and its makers are from a Type IV cavillation-one that can harness and manipulate power and energy from the universe. They were going to shoot the sphere out in hopes that its traverse would drain enough energy to prevent the universal destruction. Robert Picard acted in addition to Jean Luc and some of the dimensional universes were saved.

Star Trek: The Next Generation: Cold Equations: Book 1: The Persistence of Memory

I started this novel on Friday June 9, 2017. I completed it on Saturday July 29, 2017. It had 385 pages. 385 pp La Forge beamed down to the Deystrum Institute and was at gunpoint of a Telerite until he could identify himself. Maddox was the engineer who wanted to study Data, but earned Data's respect as well as La Forge's Worf's Picards first officer Worf is in love with Choudhury, the new security chief for the Enterprise Maddox was working on the holographic brain when his research was stolen. Maddox taught ethics of cybernetics and biomechanics at the Deystrum Institute .The Enterprise found a copy of B-4. The Breen were orbiting along with the Enterprise . Data gave Spot to Worf. Picard and Crusher had a child, Rene. Geordi realized that the only way to save B-4 when found was to totally erase Data's memories. They planned to get shot in torpedoes to a planet to look for the missing androids. They had no escape plan They found Dr. Noonien Soong. Soong permanently erased some of his memory engrams and put them on the emotion chip so it was one of a kind. "What if this isn't a transfer of consciousness but just a duplication? What if the true me dies on this table and the me that gets up inside that android is just a clever copy? Will I really have cheated death--or merely created a new being that thinks it's me?" After Soong's consciousness and brain have been transferred to the android he blows up the lab and leaves the planet, Noonien was going around as Nomis Sutay, a young Trill. Noonien missed being stuffed after a meal and the affect of alcohol. His tastes have improved, but he can't feel the effects. He sensed he was being followed. He used his chameleon circuitry to change his skin, hair, eyes and hair.. Noonien is going to the Taurus Dark Cloud. He became a Bajorean named Taylon Jull. Complete with a limp from Cardassian imprisonment. Now Noonien was going to Tessah III. The residents of Omicron Theta insisted that Data be less perfect to pose danger then Lore. When the planet was destroyed Noonien tried to save Data but couldn't. "Hope rarely listens to reason." Noonien was asked by the Ancient Galactic Fellowship to join and teach with them. Noonien's talking to a Ferengi named Prak, about opening a casino on Orion. "Curiosity, loyalty, a need to be useful, a desire to live in harmony with all beings--those are all emotions. It's a motive. A reason to act. A sense of duty. An innate desire to acquire and share knowledge; a drive to improve himself." Noonien is searching for Julianna. Emil Vasilock, Noonien's mentor, is six thousand years old. Some of Noonien's aliases are Leonardo Davinci, Alexander The Great, Johannas Brahms, Solomon, Merlin. Data is in love with Vaslorik, a security member of the Enterprise, and the feeling is mutual. Emil Vasilock stole Julienna's positronic brain and hid it in a castle. Noonien followed him. He found Julianna. He wants to build a better android with a holographic brain. Noonien just bought a moon. Noonien discovers Data and feels a great loss. Data died a hero disabling a doomsday weapon. Noonien needs to find B4 before his neural net crashes from an overload of Data's memories. Noonien want to build another Data Maddox just gave androids, such as B4, full citizenship within the Federation This new Data is going to have greater brain power, physical strength, and more chameleon skin properties as Noonien does The Borg attack Noonien's moon He loses Data They destroyed his moon Noonien is searching the cosmos for a new home, while repairing himself Maddox's lab is getting robbed "Sometimes you have to roll the dice and let fortune have its way." The Enterprise is in Breen space and risk being detected but could go into a gas nebula, but then they would be blinded from the away team La Forge found Borg technology on the planet But they were wiped out three years ago by the Caellar They found a factory that was mass producing Soong type androids The facility could hold 50 million The Enterprise was still in the gas giant hiding from the Breen They needed something of the equivalent to a periscope to let them know when it was safe to vacate the nebula So they are going to launch a probe that will act as such The away team found Soong type androids that the Borg were going to inhabit The Enterprise launched probes into the atmosphere The Breen let La Forge and Soong live to enable the droids Soong and La Forge are cought by the Breen and have no escape plan, but are secretly sending messages to the Enterprise. Worf and Choudhury were just captured by the Breen. The Breen had just killed Choudhury. The Enterprise had just received a pre-recorded message from Worf telling them to blow the facility up. Worf killed Kren, the leader of the Breen, but felt nothing. Soong programmed his androids to attack anything that appeared Breen. Soong and La Forge are trying to save B4. "Memories without sentience, knowledge without self-awareness is utterly useless. To make him live he needs the spark of life. That ineffable something that makes us more than the some of our parts. He needs a soul." Soong asked Geordi to put Data's consciousness into his body. Soong gave the new Data life and deactivated himself, Data was reintroduced to Picard. Worf left the meeting abruptly to deal with Choudhurys death. Worf was furious with himself because Choudhury died meaninglessly Data didn't accept his command rank back. Data is going to search for Vaslovik so they can revive Lol. "People don't rebel when they're happy and treated fairly." yeremiah@aol.com Yeremiah Hardt

StarTrek: TNG: Available Light

By Dayton Ward

Began Monday March 15, 2021 Finished Thursday June 17 2021. 351 pp. (C) 2019

"Known as Section Thirty-One, the group consists overseen by civilian Federation officials as well as Starfleet offices all working beneath the notice of the normal chair of command. Supposedly formed more than two hundred years ago with a mission to defend Earth and later the Federation--from internal as well as external threats, this group repeatedly carried out missions and actions of varying scopes many of which would be considered against Federation citizens or acts of aggression against sovereign government both friendly and otherwise. The information purports that nearly every Federation citizen for the past two centuries has been under continuous active surveillance, their every action and communication monitored by an advanced artificial intelligence that calls through this collected information, ostensibly searching for other patterns or indications of threats. Section Thirty-One agents then acted on that information, to include murdering anyone deemed a danger then Federation or StarFleet interests. Again, all of  these actions were undertaking without any form of due process or accountability to higher Federation or StarFleet authority." 

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Dayton Ward pp. 1-2

"Was it (Section 31) susceptible to corruption? Left unchecked and unaccountable, any group of individuals ran the chance of falling prey to darker impulses. While it could not be argued that it had on numerous occasions noted far outside the boundaries of Federation law, the results were indisputable."

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Dayton Ward p. 5

Ozla Granic was journaling about Section 31.

"Instead attentions and energies would be focused on the heart of the matter: Section 31 could function with such unchecked abandon for so long and with such horrifying degree of success."

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Dayton Ward p. 22

"Urelei, the artificial intelligence program at the heart of section 31's operation, had been active since before the Federation founding. Not everyone with ties to the group knew of Urelei's existence, a fact that few would serve to heighten the feeling of deception, betrayal, and helplessness sure to grip any sensible Federation citizen. No one will feel inclined to trust anyone, about anything."

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Dayton Ward p. 22

Data and Lal created and implemented a cure for the disease that was the Urael program.

"We make our own choices and take action based on what we believe is the best course, using logic and reason, but also emotion and even a moral code of some sort."

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Dayton Ward p. 30

"Urael didn't make any of us join StarFleet. Now that it's gone it's up to us all to prove we determine the course of our own lives, rather than some machine."

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Dayton Ward p. 31

Picard and his crew were in the presence of a living ship that looked like Deep Space Nine.

Worf and the away team were on an alien vessel and just made contact.

The lights suddenly came on as the away team engaged the alien species in battle.

The away team was stuck aboard the alien vessel while another alien vessel was attacking the Enterprise.

They lost Lieutenant Chen and think she was beamed away. Chen awoke in a room, she made first contact with the Nejami. They communicated to her that they need help.

"Long ago, we perfected the science of converting matter into energy. Your transporter is similar in many ways, but rather limited when compared to our technology and is fraught with many risks that we have surmounted. For as, converting our bodies into components for data storage is just one part of a larger, sophisticated process that enables transference of our consciousness into the Haven, where we live as though we still inhabit our physical forms. Meanwhile our bodies are stored safely within the Osijemal's data matrix, just as they were upon conservation."

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Dayton Ward p. 173

"It was a common misunderstanding among those unfamiliar with such matters that Vulcans did not poses emotions. On the other hand beginning in early childhood and learning overtime to surpass and disallow them from governing so much of their lives was expected of every Vulcan citizen. Indeed achieving as much distancing as possible or even elimination of such impulses was a goal of many Vulcans. Some devoted their entire lives to that pursuit, facing formidable challenges and emotions and focus their minds to their reception of pure logic. The Kolinar ritual was the pinochle of this rigorous undertaking. So difficult was it attainment that very few mastered the discipline and those who did were widely regarded as the most respected of all Vulcans."

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Dayton Ward p. 181

"Whenever we try to figure out a way to marry up normally incompatible technologies, I get a little nervous. We can get a little creative around here sometimes and there's always a risk whenever you try to make a piece of equipment do something it's not designed to do."

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Dayton Ward p. 201

"If your consciousness exists within the computer matrix, why not communicate with one another, without all of this?" Chen asked.

Alehugust replied "You are still thinking of Haven as a simple computer program in which information is transferred from point to point, and that can be deactivated and stored for later use. While this is true to an extent, you and I are very much more than that. We cannot simply be stored. Our minds are a far more sophisticated piece of software. They cannot be held in limbo or paused, at least not for any significant period of time, before becoming susceptible to irreversible damage."

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Dayton Ward p. 206

The deflector array was down so the Enterprise couldn't go to warp and defenses were down.

The Osijemal's weapons were coming online.

Chen and 4 others materialized to ask for assistance.

"In a way Haven is a holodeck, but it's so much more. The Nejami exist, work and play, love and hope and dream, living out their lives just as they would as they were back on their planet. Only the computer keeps them from acknowledging the true passage of time, and their lives keep them occupied to the extent that it's easy to forget it's not real. But it is real."

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Dayton Ward p. 247

"The most difficult part of this entire affair is having to acknowledge just how much influence on all our lives that Artificial Intelligence (Section 31) has exerted."

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Dayton Ward p. 259

"I refuse to believe that everything we've done for more than 200 years was solely due to some computer pulling our strings. I reject the notion that our values--the things that define us as individuals and a society--were given to us by a collection of ones and zeroes cobbled together by some engineer before there even was a Federation...My behavior wasn't dictated to me by a computer. I am responsible for the choices for the choices I've made and the actions I've taken for better or worse."

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Dayton Ward Aaker p. 260

"Ultimately, most people will realize they believe stated it, Admiral; we remain free thinking beings driven by the fundamental right of self-determination. However, there can be no denying the preference of the Ureal program, and its impacts on many if not all the major touchstones of Federation history. Later, historians, scientist and unaccounted people across many different walks of life will spend years if not decades trying to put this entire affair into some kind of understandable context. Our very way of life demands that accounting, if for no other other reason then for taking such a painful look inwards at ourselves is the best strategy for reaffirming the values that we claim to cherish. That is how we move forward from this stain on our history and our legacy."

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Dayton Ward  zh'Tarash p. 260

"The "Crelin Guild" in actuality is a rather loose association of salvage and other specialists. It has a leadership and a structure as well as a very long list of rules and its own regulations it makes genuine efforts to enforce, and we are pledged to abide by the various laws governing salvage work. However, it also employs a large number of contactors always represents the guild's best interests. Ultimately, the guild's main priority is receiving its share of whatever profits its ships garners after a salvage claim."

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Dayton Ward p. 266

LaForge got injured repairing the ship and was beamed to sickbay.

Geordie just fractured his humorous.

They are sending Chen back into Haven.

"Could it just be her (Chen's) imagination ,or was there a fleeting yet still perceptible moment where she existed in a realm that was neither physical nor virtual? Was she alive yet untethered? A roaming consciousness?  A free spirit?"

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Dayton Ward p. 283

"Working from a theory postulating the existence of other universes, the Sidrac designed and constructed a massive complex to test their hypothesis and attempt a bridge to another dimension. The scientist lost control of their experiment, and only with the assistance of the Enterprise--along with a version of the Enterprise-D from another dimension and time period as well as the crew of a Romulan warship pulled from yet another reality and era--were Ushealon and the Sedoc returned to their own universe."

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Dayton Ward p. 287

Chen could read and understand the alien language because she was aboard Haven before.

"Humans in particular seemed to thrive in situations defying logic and even reason in order to fight their way to a desired goal. While it was intriguing to observe, it took on an even greater degree of fascination while he found himself participating in the pursuit of such a quest. Though his Vulcan instructors might admonish him for holding such a stance, he had grown to admire that stance in humans, and especially those he called shipmates and friends." 

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Dayton Ward Taurik  p. 300

"Growing more comfortable with every passing second as Chen emerged herself within this astonishing interface to the Osijemel's computer, she was seeing greater detail and even subconsciously things that would have been alien to her moments earlier. Was it an effect of her brain's direct connection to the machine as this bizarre noncoporeal state?"

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Dayton Ward p. 308

"Before panic could take hold, brilliant white, light exploded in Chen's vision, almost blinding her before shapes and colors materialized around her. Chen watched as the village courtyard and surrounding buildings solidified and stretched away from her in all directions, returning to forms she remembered from her first visit to Haven. Sunlight bathed the buildings as well as the vibrant trees and foliage filling the parks and undeveloped courtyards at the outskirts of the settlement."

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Dayton Ward p. 314

"All around, far more Najami than she saw the first time she was here surrounded her. They crowded the parks as well as the roadways and walking paths weaving through the village. Unlike her initial visit, when everyone appeared to be going about for whatever passed for everyone lives now everyone--adults and children alike--seemed to be taking in the world around them with a sense of wonder. Many looked up towards the beautiful green sky and even it seemed brighter and more full of life than Chen remembered. So clear was her view for kilometers in every direction; she know thought she could see hints of other villages, mountains and even sprawling cities in the distance. None of it was there before, was it?"

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Dayton Ward p. 314

Chen felt an empathetic sense of gratitude as she observed the scenery 

"Letting the media pundit's and conspiracy theorist have their say is one way to remind the public that the government doesn't seek to curtail their liberties."

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Dayton Ward p. 325

"I believe staying the course we have set will allow us to weather this crises, and perhaps even come away from it wiser and proactive of the values we cherish and have sworn to uphold. If there are those who see this as an opportunity to format disruption on dissent, we will deal with them as appropriate, but not at the expense of the truth. Indeed, I believe when historians write about this tumultuous period, it is precisely how we conduct our search for the truth which will define our legacy."

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Dayton Ward p. 330

Chancellor Martok sent them a message of goodwill as well as assistance without the authorization of the full council.

"There are those within the Empire who do not see things as I do just as I am sure you have your dissenters. I believe they operate from positions of ignorance and perhaps even cowardice as they seek to reap personal benefits from this chaos. Whatever their motivation they are detrimental to be for the greater good. For the Empire beyond the uncertainty of this affair has wrought, so to must the Federation. Let us work together to accomplish that goal. I await the opportunity to meet with you, Zha President, and discuss how we best serve both our peoples."

Martok

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Dayton Ward p. 331

Picard, LaForge and Crusher went to Haven.

"The universe is vast, with room for all of us, and we believe it is the right of all beings to live without fear of enemies. However, the reality is that enemies do exist, but by coming together we are stronger than if we faced adversity alone. In time, after you find your new home, it is my hope that we might welcome you into our Federation, which represents hundreds of worlds and billions of people. We stand ready to greet you with open arms, and add your voice to ours. Until that day I wish you a safe and prosperous journey."

Picard

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Dayton Ward p. 337

"The trouble with immortality, or as close to that state of being as technology will allow, is that it stifles any real incentive to make the most out of one's otherwise temporary existence. Within the Haven,  we lived secure in the knowledge that, barring extreme circumstances, there would always be a tomorrow and as many tomorrows as we needed to achieve our ultimate goal. It was uncertain, but perhaps ultimately detrimental."

Alehuguet

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Dayton Ward pp. 340-341

"Someone once told me that time is like a predator that stalks us all of our lives. I'd rather believe that time is a companion who goes with us on the journey, and reminds us to cherish every moment because they'll never come again."

Picard

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Dayton Ward p. 341

StarTrek Voyager Incident at Arbuk

Outer Space is a dangerous place. This is proved by many shows. In StarTrek Voyager Incident at Arbuk which is by John Gregory Betancourt it is seen again as a dangerous, horrifying place. I  started reading this book on October 28, 2012 and completed it on November 1. This story was 214 pages in length.

Harry sensed an alien presence which had appeared eventually, which was completely foreign: with no eyes, ears, or nose. The ship had to find a way to communicate, it seemed like it was in distress because its star was going to explode.

Neelix forced Fairman to help him when Janeway called him to the bridge.

The aliens were called the Sperians. They were arguable, advantageous, haggling species, no one liked. Fairman burned everything, as Neelix dreaded. He only had an hour to make lunch, because the first shift would be ready for lunch. Tom felt more isolation in the Delta Quadrant than he did in prison.

The aliens had a space city not a station. 1312 died in the alien war so far.

Voyager was hailed to help stop it. Voyager was scanned by them. They don't know if the scan was a weapon or not. The city destroyed itself. They were going to transport a ship that went from the space city.

They beamed the alien to sickbay. The alien was an unknown curiosity to everyone, including the doctor. Torres found a working computer console within the wreckage. Voyager was scanned from the space city. Neelix brought food to the staff meeting.

Fairman, to Chakotay's surprise, was taking care of the galley. Chakotay speculated if they didn't build a weapon because it destroyed a vast percent of their population. Neelix and Torres went through the debris from the alien vessel to look for useable resources. Tuvok was attempting a mind-meld with the alien.

Tuvok's mind Meld was successful. His name was Sozoas. He was an engineer for the Tech Faction. He appreciated logic and order. Tuvok didn't know where he was. Torres found that someone sabotaged Tue ship and was still controlling it.

Voyager was under attack. Paul Fairman signed on with the Maquis for something completely different, and wished he was home. Janeway took Paris's place while he got Chakotay to sick bay. Tuvok awoke from the mindmeld unharmed. He told Janeway the thing was a Warp accelerator, but hadn't worked.

The Sperians attacked themselves. Their society consists of factions that harm others. Torres was on the ship searching for the black box after seeing her crewmates back to Voyager. Fairman was trying to start a black market with a replicater, the finest one ever created.

The alien, Sozoas, awoke. He remembered laying down to die, but now he was alive in sickbay. His species tell everything by air vibrations. Janeway, Tuvok and Sozoas went to the conference room from sickbay. Tuvok was argumentative with both Janeway and the doctor. 

They left Tuvok in sickbay. Their was a great personal trait switch to have some scans done for his weird behavior of arguing with the captain and doctor. They were going to communicate with Sozoas's ship. They were going to wait for Tuvok until they started communicating.

Fairman was installing a replicator. Torres obtained the black box. Fairman took the replicator to Harrys quarters and surprised him. Two more Sperians vessals appeared and were getting ready to fire. Voyager was going to power up the tube but not fire it. Neelix had no one eating the breakfasts he made.

The warp core needed to be overhauled. Sozous gave Tom her home coordinates and offered whatever supplies Voyager needed.

They pushed the warp accelerator to a white star to destroy it before they left. They went to the Sperians home world, had trouble getting supplies, but while everyone was at a picnic Neelix put together, he went to get the supplies. He bartered with the replicator which was taken the crew from the mess hall.  Paul said he would trade for the power coils Neelix had given him.

ST DSN Warchild

I began reading this on Wednesday January 20, 2016. I finished reading it on July 31, 2016. It had 272 pages. "A mind that wanders, could sometimes wander back in time." ST DSN Warchild Ensign Munson was escorting two Bajorean Vedecks from Bajor to the station because the children were dying. Taren Gis, one of the Bajorean monks asked Sisko for aid. The Bajorean request for medical assistance was responded to favorably by Starfleet. "The mind that doubts everything often finds the answer to nothing." ST DSN Warchild Sisko gave Kira permission to adapt fairy-tales to Bajorean life. "Leadership is not something that can be learned in the classroom. Being a leader means having to make choices that affect hundreds of thousands of lives." ST DSN Warchild Bashir broke up a fight on Bajor. He calmed down a woman whose baby was teething. He also assisted Belem with his foot while Belem told him how he broke it thanks to the Cardassians. Belems brothers were saved. Julian worked himself so hard, Dax demanded that he take a break. He went to clean patients He fainted, then awoke in a tent, with children who revived him. Dax was talking to someone from a moon of Bajor. Bashir and his team were being forced off Bajor. Bashir was avoiding his colleagues to avoid being recalled to the station. Bashir went missing on Bajor The child was on Deep Space Nine and going to stay with the O'Briens. Kira was asked to locate and recall Bashir. Jake and Nog were going to meet Cedra and play in a holodeck with him on the Promenade. They showed him the holosuites. O'Brien was called to a class because a hologram of Dukot was in there Bashir was found by the Bajorean band. The Nekor went missing. Kira and Sisko saved everyone from an explosion. Dejana was dying. Bashir fell in love with Jellika. They couldn't transport Bashir off Bajor. Kira, Odo and Cedra were trying to find Bashir on Bajor. Cedra joked about joining Starfleet and going back to DS9 as Kiras commander. Jellika was informing a mob of Bajoreans with lies against Bashir. The only person who could defend him was dead. He was beaten and almost fell off a cliff but Jellika saved him. Julien said he would of put something that would of incrementally killed the kids. Jelika let him be heard. She tricked her father into saying Bashir inoculated her against the virus. Julian was transported safely to the Ganges Julian found that a mitochondrion was causing the bacterial infection. "Some see as far as their own comforts and desires and no further." ST: DSN: Warchild The Nekor was Cedra not his sister. yeremiah@aol.com Yeremiah Hardt

A Love Revolution That Begins With You

Matt Kahn 

 "A modern day spiritual journey is a transition from fearing it all to feeing it all." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn

"By loving what arises, the pitfalls of energetic sensitivities blossom into the grace of spirit in action." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "In every breath you take love is always here. Throughout any personal encounter love is always here. No matter what comes together or what is pulled apart, love is always here. In your greatest moment of achievement or even your darkest hour of uncertainty, love is always here. Whether in the aftermath of tragedy or in the presence of your highest triumph, love is always here. When life is flowing, inspired and harmonious, and even if it's frustrating, annoying and painful or inconvenient, love is always here. When you feel alone or unsupported, love is always here. No matter what you understand and despite what you have yet to figure out, love is always here. Despite your thoughts regardless of what you choose or how you feel, love is always here. No matter what has been done to you or whatever you believe you have done to others, love is always here." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn 

"With love as your guide, the uniqueness of all can be equally appreciated, without the pain of conflict dividing you from another." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn

"Beyond beliefs in superstition every moment is created by the Universe to ensure your highest growth." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn 

"When your heart is open, you are able to notice that anything you are feeing is part of a healing taking place within you." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "A sensation only feels like a barrier for as long as you refuse to feel it." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While many people acknowledge love as a noble value and even recognize it as the highest vibration in existence very few are aware of how to love without being inspired by actions of another." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "No matter how often you judge any reaction your highest purpose is for every emotion to be recognized as an opportunity to return to love for the healing and awakening and transformation of all." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When you remember a wise and loving Universe has orchestrated your life to inspire your highest potential in physical form, you are able to more freely offer yourself the support you need during moments when it matters the most." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "By embracing your feelings with heart-centered attention, you are equally helping to dissolve patterns of judgement throughout the patterns of unconscious." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whether loving the one in pain, honoring the one who is scared, or acknowledging the one who refuses to face discomfort, loving what arises helps you unearth a greater cosmic picture even in the most or uneventful moments of life. Sometimes it may be difficult to believe, but everything in reality only seems the way it is so that you can recognize it as an invitation to harmonize with the light of the devine will." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whether it seems easy, or impossible to approach, always trust in the power of love to make things right on your behalf." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With the utmost respect for every tragedy and insufferable environment all of us have been given the power to survive; may every step forward guide you out of the ashes of a painful past to make peace with love even if you are wiling to forgive those who have hurt you. Whether hurt, heartbroken or hopeful it is not uncommon for loving yourself to seem like such a new experience that your subconscious mind has no reference point for it." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Every time you send love to your heart, it gets subconsciously voted as a vote of familiarity. Even just one 'I love you' acts aa a precedence setting moment once you are able to honor yourself unlike any other time in the past." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Simply by repeating the phrase 'I love you,' you become the source of your own fulfillment, while rewriting your subconscious mind with consistency, patience, and ease." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Simply by treasuring your heat more often you provide your body the much needed permission to receive the highest vibration in existence that only love can deliver." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With love as your remover of obstacles, delivering frequencies of light in every aspect of your being you are assisting in the awakening of the world, simply by shining more brightly." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Every relationship, interaction and encounter are brought together or even pull apart as catalysts of devine will in action." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "By making peace with uncomfortable feelings, you don't have to try so hard feeing a particular way, when in reality your hoping to avoid more pain and despair." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Each moment of vulnerability inspires a greater degree of honesty as your initial key to freedom." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As the truth sets you free, one moment of honesty at a time, the spaciousness or relief you are able to feel in you body prepares you to be receptive to love in a brand new way." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While it is both the universe dressed up as the character you've taken yourself to be, as well as the child in your heart awaiting your support and acceptance, it is the role-playing of the devine will that inspires love to come alive throughout the beauty of the physical form." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "For some reason it felt more important to help others feel better and contemplate the mysteries of the universe, than anything else the world had to offer." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As love was offered, the more I recognized who I really am--an innocent expression of devine will and not a person in search of it." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "We are One in our essence but remain different as individuals. Between these two extremes your journey is revealed." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With love as your guide every stage of your journey including the dissolving of ego and the resurrection of soul can unfold with clarity, compassion, peace and ease." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As the maturity maturity of your youth unfolds, it becomes easier to see how you cannot define the progression of your journey by how many mystical experiences or awakenings you've had since many more are sure to come." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The true benchmark of spiritual maturity is how often your words and actions are aligned with love." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Empowerment is not about waiting for people to say the right words at all. It is realizing how you are the one who needs to say the things that you've waited your entire life to hear." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "What if you were able to take a permanent vacation from the intensity of self-doubt by allowing your heart to make each decision." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The wisest approach must always be rooted in love." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Honesty is your innate ability to stand completely exposed, allowing the world to do what it may, and say what it will so that you will know who you are beyond the realm of ideas." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whenever you or anyone else is feeling a healing taking place, you are able to harmonize with the all of the Universe to consciously advance the evolution of humanity--one heart centered interaction at a time." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Radical honesty has nothing to do with confrontation, accusation or blame. It is a distinctive level of discernment in noticing the difference between projecting accusation and openly sharing what is felt in your experience." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Every single goal explored on a spiritual path effortlessly occurs as your nervous system is unraveled one "I love you" at a time." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "You always deserve more to love not less." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "No matter how anyone responds to your kindness, just by repeating out loud the words you didn't hear often nor never heard at all, you guarantee yourself to be the one who exits each scene of life more healed, aligned, expanded than the moment before." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Despite how anyone around you chooses to be, the differences of perceiving a life of synchronicity verses a world of endless stress solely depends on how you speak, breathe, move--from one moment to the next." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Everyone has a unique personality, which carries a one of a kind vibrational frequency that no one else in history an deliver to this planet." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Like a color of a rainbow that no one else can illuminate through the beauty of your being to live a special remembrance of truth as a gift to provide for all." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "If reality is like an ocean with the waves representing various personalities that crash and collide from one interaction to the next, you realize that both the ocean and the waves are equally part of one eternal truth." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "A victimized ego cannot grasp that everything in reality is there to help it transform." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Beauty is found everywhere. In all creatures and life forces on heaven and Earth beautiful things unite and flourish." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When your personality is inflamed, a willingness to love quickly becomes an impulse to blame in response to the way you or someone else is feeling." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As the master of my destiny and creator of my reality, I accept that all contracts, agreements, and every formal truth that I AM They were agreed upon by an inflamed personality structure that I thought I was, but I now realize is not the highest truth of my being." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "I accept that neither the Universe nor my highest truth would ever or could ever hold me accountable to agreements made when innocently lost in exaggerated states of unconsciousness. I accept that I wasn't wrong to take such vows or make such agreements that were already in place. As I take the time to nullify them, I free myself and the world in the process." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "In knowing what I know I hereby nullify all contracts and agreements, known and unknown, seen and unseen, forgotten throughout all cellular memory and my subconscious mind. I also release, relinquish and surrender all former vows I have made as a monk or nun. This includes the vow of poverty, the vow of chastity, the vow of renunciation, agreements of victimhood, dependency, and martyrdom, as well as anything else believed, imagined, agreed to, or assumed by ego." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "What would it be like if you could go about your life, whether their is turmoil or harmony, without being limited by your experience of others." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Through each and every response your childlike nature invites you to cherish the majestic wonder of your heart, just as a parent embraces their own child." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Moments of sadness can only be transformed through love." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "If there comes a time where you sense journey with another has come to an end it can only be the wisdom of the Universe guiding you forward into greater chapters of growth and expansion." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With love as your guide, you can be inspired to communicate in a way that brings your most treasured gifts to the surface, no longer waiting for others to be on the same spiritual page in order to show how much you care." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Each of us is a carrier of a unique vibrational frequency that only we can bring to the world." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "No matter what the circumstance, love can withstand any type of judgment or ridicule and turn it into something more redeeming as a gift for every heart." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As the wise parent-like mind and the innocent childlike mind are reunited, love emerges to the forefront of your daily encounters to speak on your behalf." P. 143 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "A true enlightened master in a modern-day era knows how to communicate the love of their true selves by translating into a language that anyone can interpret." P. 144 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "One of the most impressive demonstrations of awakened consciousness is the ability to listen." P. 144 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whether lost in the beauty of a love or exchanging smiles with a neighbor, the gift of attention remains an extraordinary treasure you are capable of offering just by observing the beauty around you." P. 144 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Have you ever acknowledged the power contained in your loving grace? Have you seen how quickly and effortlessly everything falls into place when you accept that everything is here to be blessed by the grace of your attention?" P. 145 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "How profoundly would your life change if you no longer had to answer your own concerns or solve anyone else's problems? What if you simply listened and gave loving attention to whatever comes your way?" P. 145 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "If consumed in ego, it's easy to feel as of no one is listening to you no matter how much attention has been given." P. 145 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When two beings view conversations as a way of gifting their own heart with undivided attention, by practicing to become a better listener to others, their is no need for conflict to erupt." P. 146 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The catalyst of rejection is life's way of reminding you how people are not always created to treat you better than you treat yourself." P. 147 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When others have the right to speak, you inspire everyone around you to shine their light." P. 147 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When your attention expands, you are liberated from the core of human conflict." P. 148 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When you are driven by agenda to be viewed in a certain way, you are unable to hold a space for anyone's heart to be healed." P. 149 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "How others view you is never about you at all." P. 149 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "By elevating your vibration, you send a message to the other person's subconscious mind to acknowledge the energetic differences between you." P. 150 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Conscious communication levels the playing field of your interactions by reminding you of the ways in which listening to others offers you the chance to be a better listener to yourself." P. 151 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The cornerstone of conscious communication is a willingness to be honest. The importance of honesty cuts to the core of how much you have placed all your faith in the greater cosmic picture of the Universe." P. 159 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "One moment of honesty at a time, you allow the precision of life to swiftly deliver you into the paradise of your highest destiny. In order for such destiny to unfold in the most elegant and miraculous way, it's important to allow the wisdom of your heart to become your inner compass. When you are willing to speak to your highest truth in the presence of another with the utmost love and compassion, it demonstrates how much you trust your devine guidance to reveal the exact words you need to hear." P. 155 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Frequently matching establishes an agreement that whenever one person feels unheard or disconnected, it invites both hearts to work together to find a common vibration." P. 156 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Through slower breaths, engaged listening, repeating your personal love statement, completing your innocence, and being more honest with yourself than ever before, you become the first person you are sure to heal as a way of inviting your light to shine." P. 157 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "No matter how misunderstood you seem to feel you can infuse any experience with heart-centered consciousness simply by choosing a more inspired way to respond." P. 158 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whether as a catalyst for awakening or as a way of discovering the passion, happiness, inspiration and excitement dwelling within you, each spiritual aspiration is fulfilled by cultivating greater integrity with your heart, which begins by slowing down the pace of your life." P. 159 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "It can be quite exciting to discover the magic and miracles that surface when living with integrity, from the heart." P. 162 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "In every chapter of your life there is no mistake or wrongdoing to confess. There are merely opportunities to notice suffering, stress, judgements, aggression, or pain as signs to balance your assertiveness with heart-centered care." P. 163 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "One "I love you" at a time, you invite greater support from the Universe so you van celebrate each moment with everything to welcome you and nothing more to prove." P. 163 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "In order for the most profound transformation to unfold, a voice must be given to your pain to express honesty towards the perpetrators from the past." P. 165 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While each memory celebrates a moment in time that you were always powerful enough to survive, the most profound of spiritual redemption is breaking the cycle of cruelty by no longer passing along the hurtful words that were spoken to you." P. 165 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Loving what arises is not only rooted in saying the words you always wanted to hear, but also in eliminating from your vocabulary the words that were painfully remembered from the past. When you are willing to spare yourself and others from the phrases that caused such pain and despair you are beginning to view life through the eyes of the Universe where the vulnerability of all can be embraced as One." P. 166 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When rooted in heart-centered consciousness, your innocence interprets the world as a reflection of your patience; kindness and care no matter how unconscious anyone seems to behave." P. 166 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While we are one in essence, we are unique as individuals." P. 167 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Just by bringing a more engaged attention to the circumstances in view, you are becoming an open window of divinity that invites the winds of change to heal everything in sight." P. 171 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The more often you view your life through the eyes of divinity the more beautiful you tend to feel. This may help you see the truth of beauty as a spiritual acknowledgment of cosmic innocence in physical form." P. 172 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Whenever life is honored with significance, every person, place and thing can be celebrated for the vital and equal role it plays throughout the devine plan." P. 172 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "From a spiritual standpoint, love is an instinctive act of acknowledging something as devine in nature, no matter how it may appear to you." P. 173 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "The more often your body is cherished and adored the faster it transforms." P. 174 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Since your body is the Universe, you can greet each part with "Hello Beautiful" as a way of sending infinite blessings and healing waves to every corner of the cosmos." P. 174 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Start your own love revolution. Discover the courage passion and desire to reveal your devive qualities, incredible talents and remarkable abilities for the benifit of all--at the rate in which loving yourself becomes your most deliberate spiritual practice." P. 176 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "There are two crucial ways to help you feel safely rooted in your body no matter what you encounter throughout your life. The first is always be honest with yourself by admitting how you feel. When lost in ego, it can seem difficult to come to terms with your feelings easy to point the finger of blame at circumstances that seem to get in your way. As you wake up you recognize each perceived obsticle, setback and distraction as a clearly orchestrated catalyst of transformation created to ensure your highest evolution." P. 176 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Through the eyes of the Universe, confusion is not the oppisite of clarity but a gateway into the greatest wisdom ever known. Confusion occurs when all of your preconceived ideas, definitions and reference points get displaced." P. 179 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With love as your guide you can embrace confusion, not as something to undersand but as a space void of understanding whatsoever." P. 180 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "When you are honest about your pain and willing to befriend your confusion under any circumstance, you have given the universe permission to guide you into the ever-revealing nature of truth. It is peaceful, clarifying and harmonious where love is the answer to any question imagined." P. 182 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "During this pivotol time in history, more and more people are experiencing spontaneous awakenings." P. 185 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Loving whatever arises offers a far greater and more direct way to enter the doorway of eternal freedom." P. 185 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "With love as your guide you are destined to be as integrated, compassionate and wise as you are liberated, healed, reborn and free." P. 187 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "No matter your experience, percetion, the beliefs you carry, or the identity that is no longer here, each auspicious moment of expansion allows life to be seen through the eyes of the Universe to remember you how equally everything matters." P. 187 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As triggered emotions are more welcome with more openness and receptiveness, they are released to assist you in retuning to source! By loving every emotional outburst or at least loving the one experiencing it, your clearing space within your field to assist the Kundalini energy in ushering a new heart." P. 190 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Sometimes as the kundalini energy rises, there can be a "traffic jam" when the cellular memories don't have enough momentum to leave as quickly as there being released. This can manifest as physical illness, exhaustion, apathy, anger, or depression. In the new spiritual paradigm, illness is often recognized as an important sign of transformation already in progress." P. 191 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While the energetic aspects of awakening are not the sole explanation of illness, this is an opportunity to notice imbalances as a chance to be nutritionally congruent and attentive to the needs of your body." P. 191 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Throughout the process of awakening, it is common to have powerful openings that reveal miraculous truths about reality." Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Although we are all unique and deserved to be honored for the exquisite talents each of us can express, at our core we are One, as the supreme reality of Spirit in form." P. 193 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "To cooperate with love is to dissolve light into your being." P. 194 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Even if you have realized love to be who you are and have seen how the giver and receiver are actually one and the same, this doesn't stop the unfolding of love as an endless revolution of truth." P. 194 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "While the term awakening points to the concept of an individual journey of expanding conciousness, the term to describe planetary awakening is ascension. As you assist in the evolution of our planet through a journey of spiritual growth, you will likely experience periods of profound expansion and contradiction, shifting between the extraordinary highs and infinite lows, until all polarities balance out." P. 199 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "You are destined to remember the heavens that are already here that love has no end." P. 199 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "As your life is healed of the past and infused with renewed faith, joy, and enthusiasm, your heart can be recognized as the center of the Universe. With each "I love you" offered in response to anything you think, say, witness or feel the innocence of all is uplifted by the grace of your radient eternal presence." P. 200 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "Each moment represents a timeless meeting where the light of your divinity encounters its innocent nature as a celebration of eternal love. As you bring your kindness and care to your personal interactions, you are able to recognize the vulnerability within you as a collective outcry of an entire planet." P. 201 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "I acknowledge through each feeling, thought, belief and action that while my experience may be rooted in an individual perspective, I accept that in reality I'm having an individual experience of what is unfolding throughout the totality of all. I acknowledge that what appears to be an individual journey is an entire planet being collectively healed and loved as I am. I may perceive myself as a unique individual having a unique personal experience, but I am the all that is within it. While appearing human in form, I am experiencing the spiritual rebirth of an entire planet, which in my experience is depicted as the evolution of a person. Even though each person demonstrates the ascension of an entire planet, I accept that there are other dimensions where the evolution of One is being slightly or even drastically different ways. This means I am just not awakening in one way--I am awakening in all ways. If I wish to explore the other parallel dimensions, where there is one embodying the ascension of a planet in infinite ways, I don't have to travel into outer space to discover those versions; they are already here, decorated uniquely as other people. I acknowledge everyone I see as the Eternal One I Am. Even if it feels as if I am only one among many, I accept this is merely one perspective within the vastness of the infinite views. No matter how anything seems to be, I can rejoice that I am transforming this perspective for all." Pp. 201-203 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn "You are the source of life's eternal witnessing and the orchestrator ensuing that love has the final word." P. 204 Whatever Arises Love That by Matt Kahn yeremiah@aol.com Yeremiah Hardt

Two Front War

Being on the new frontier is always exciting. However wars are tragic. In StarTrek: New Frontier: The Two Front War by John J. Ordover and Peter David which is 152 pages long was began on Sunday January 9, 2014. I finished the book on Thursday July 8, 2014.

The Excalibur was fighting an unknown vassal.  This was its maiden voyage. The ship took on Refugees and was fighting with their oppressors. The Alien sector is at the mercy of scavengers. They needed someone from the cargo ship, which was besides the Excalibur to vouch for their good name and show they truly were on a mission of good will, to the other vessel.

The Excalibur encountered an alien vessel and communicated they would contact them in three minutes, however the Alien Vessel didn't respond. The channel opened and they said they were communicating with there lead ship. The Aliens were peaceful and never had war.

They were a scavenger race.

Part 2

Si Cwan

Zoran was going to lie to Excalubur about their status, but was advised against it by Rojam. The Excalibur destroyed the Marquand and the passengers were all going to the emergency pods. They were going to flush the enemy out. They believed they were on board. Kebron always thinks there is a problem, he says it saves time and energy and lives. They were being fired on by a Starfleet vessel. The runabout spiraled out of control. 

Ci Swan had a huge gash on her head. The Marqui ship was hit by phaser fire and destroyed. Si Cwan was dead. She was the only one on board. The others were on a station.

Burgoyne was duel gendered. Burgoyne was attracted to Seler. They met Tholians. The Tholians were going to kill them when they got them. Cwan was almost hit by a plasma burst gun, his jacket was though. Dackow was chasing Cwan. Ci Swan followed Keborn after her altercation with Dackow.

Zoran wanted ten minutes to hunt Ci Swan, then he gave Dakow permission to blow it up. Dr. Selar asked Soleta to come to sickbay, but neither her nor the captain knew why. The away team found a party that greeted them. This place reminded them to a Borg cube, however it was less organized.

This place was like a warehouse of all assimilated technology throughout the galaxy. 

Soleta and Selar were in sickbay. Then relocated to the doctors baron quarters. Dr. Soleta asked Selor to grant her Succor. Soleta released Selor from her promise. Selors mom discovered a crashed Romulan vassal and wound up bearing his child. Her father became a smuggler.

Soleta was a product of rape. Soletas mother's dying wish was that she return to Starfleet. Soleta met Voltok during the meld, but never met him in real life. 

Zorbon found a bomb but refused to disarm it, because he swore he would not get involved in the war. Cwan released him from that promise and Zorbon defused the bomb. Zorbon couldn't defuse it and the ship blew up. Hufmin asked Calhun for there technology in exchange of the Refugees Calhun brought. Laheera killed Hufmin because of that. They will kill the refugees once an hour until they cooperate. Calhoon ended by promising to blow up the planet once they were done killing the refugees.